Broke my own rules. After Years of really standing by them, once again emotion takes over. Every fucking time, It started out with the destruction theory, then moved on to the rebuild. Destruction was brutal…i gave that up asap, humans can’t rebuild themselves when opened up to certain knowledges, harsh lesson. The Rebuild worked a lot better, but the ego would inflate so much that the reversal was way worse that the original state. The only answer was to shut up. Keep the infos inside only expose them when you can clearly see they are ready for it. Well, where that ended up was silence time spent alone, greater self understanding. I’ve spent so much time learning about myself that, to see how no one else knows themselves is devastating. Still just the other day I pointed out someones mental complex, and ISSUE central, they had never realized this….or actualized it…bam a little less happy. Because that’s where this leads, a lot of sadness. So remember your rules, they are there for a reason, remember your questions, remember how to figure someone out, don’t let your emotions get involved because they are fucked in us, keep distance, don’t let the wrong ones in, no one understands, until you feel someone actually does don’t let yourself get ahead. never ever ever ever again. Trust in yourself our soul connection is coming and it will be beautiful when it comes. An explosion of light and energy! This world doesn’t believe in these things, when it happens the change will begin.